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Stunt Crew Network => Addicted To Stunting => ATS Chat & News => Topic started by: Nightkid on June 06, 2008, 02:03:06 AM
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I know I've been kinda the "Guy in the crew, but he isn't really in the crew" because I have been inactive for such a long time...
I lost my mother this evening. She died due to breast and lung cancer.
She did not die alone, and she has left a whole lot of love, and tons of memory's in people's hearts.
I held her hand in thick wet tears for about an hour while she was in a coma.
I have made the choice to quit everything that is a time sink. I have killed my Steam account, my WoW account, and lots of other things. Sadly, stunting will be one of them as well.
Just recently, I had a second wind in stunting, and started editing a collab between Sweet, Sabotage (aWamPlace), myself and some others. This project is officially on the back burner, as will any future video.
I am sorry, ATS. I had planned to become very active, and even stunted for any future releases. But I cannot continue anymore. I have been a waste of resources and a waste of space in your roster, and I am terribly sorry.
I plan to still surf the forums, and I am not being an asshole and going to block people on msn and ignore emails or whatever.
I am sorry, ATS.
(I would say fans, but I have none, hehe!)
ATS will, and always will be unstoppable.
Thanks for taking me in, even if I wasn't always there. It was a bit of a dream for me to be apart of something like this, and I feel terrible for not always being there.
Kiitos and farewell.
Horns up.
Keep it brutal, ATS.
Keep it fucking brutal.
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Sad to hear Nightkid
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damn sad to hear dude good luck with your life...
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i dont know you but it is sad too hear.. nobody deserves this Hope you come back once .. stunting is not everything so i did say you have made a good dicision .. good luck with your life and farewell nightkid
he's sailing away on the path of life..
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Oh, sad to hear from you, Nightkid, but good luck in real life, sir .
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Man, I am really sorry for your lose Keep your head held high. If you ever need anything, never be afraid to ask, I will support you how ever I can.
Ps. I was always a fan
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Holy fuck man....
Please say you've landed one stunt. I just want to be in ONE video with you.
I wanna give you a hug right now, but THE INTERNET IS AN EMOTIONLESS TOOL!!!
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Holy fuck man....
Please say you've landed one stunt. I just want to be in ONE video with you.
I wanna give you a hug right now, but THE INTERNET IS AN EMOTIONLESS TOOL!!!
perfect right there... also im a fan of yours and.. fuck i wasn't expecting that.. ca't explain how much i feel for you man .. RIP and um.. i duno um.. try and stay positive, im sure she would want you to
@ kingjad, i was gona PM you if i saw any of them, glad to hear
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I'm sorry for your loss. I have a friend who also lost her mother to cancer recently. I wish I could say something to help but really there's not a lot anyone can say which can help. Cherish the precious memories of the good times, and try your best to now live your life how in a way she'd be happy with. Be strong man.
If I see one smart-arse post in here I'm deleting them from GTAS.
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Wow, shit, I'm really sorry for your loss dude. I'd hoped for the best for you but I am sad that it had to be this way. If you need people to talk to well we're (I'm) here for you and we'll try our best to make you feel all better about the situation, and I hope you could get through this tough situation without feeling too hurt. Don't forget we're here for you dude, even though venting to people through the internet isn't probably the best way to share your feelings, but we hope we can help.
Kudos on quitting everything, fuck that shit, leave it behind, they're just activities to keep you occupied in your free time, providing you with entertainment ofcourse. I hope you can find something better and more enjoyable to spend your free time on if this is your decision. Don't quit guitaring though, its a great emotional vent (rock on, black metal fucking forever \m/) and if you do I hope you could find a better activity.
Don't worry about the part about you letting us down, because seriously stunting is just fun and games, nothing serious.
Being an asshole is fun, though, look at me, I'm having a blast pissing people off.
Best of luck on your long road of life dude, keep your shit up and don't let people get to you.
Rock on.
P.S.: Mayhem forever \m/
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I really respect your decisions. Have a good life.
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Sad to hear man
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Ahhh sucks
But good luck in real life and life how your mother wanted you to live RIP
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keep on keepin on paul
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Very sad to hear dude, best of luck in your life.
R.I.P
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No need to apologize for anything Nightkid.
You're just a fuckin cool ass dude, and will continue to be i'm sure.
Don't know what to say dude, other than do what you gotta do. I wish you the best.
My deepest condolences. I wish you the best my friend
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I am really sorry to hear this mate. My heart goes out to you and your family as well. Best of luck with things...I really have no concept of what this would be like for you but I hope you get through everything ok
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That's tragic news, NK. There's absolutely no way on a humble internet forum to adequately express how sorry I am for your loss. I know that it was on ongoing battle your mother had, but I don't imagine that makes it any easier that she ultimately lost that battle. I'm certain that she's tremendously grateful that she had those who loved her by her side when she passed. Your instincts to quit everything and concentrate on mourning your loss shows admirable maturity. I offer you, and the rest of your family my most heartfelt condolences.
Please don't apologize to the crew. Every member that we've ever had has been there because they are the best of individuals. Whether you did 50 stunts or 5...that wasn't even important to us. You are a great young man to both talk with, and stunt alongside. Remember that whatever may come in the future, there'll always be a place for you in the crew, and furthermore, the crew is always here when you need us.
Good luck, buddy.
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You always was a cool guy therefor i am sorry for your loss.
"There's absolutely no way on a humble internet forum to adequately express how sorry I am for your loss." -Kaneda
well said brotha, well said.
Gunner
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I know she was dying, but I'm still sorry <3
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well that sad dude :/
maybe you will come back
in some weeks,months or years :&
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I'm really sorry to hear it. I can't even tell how bad do I feel now. But I can tell you that I was/am/will be your fan forever.
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Sad to hear, Nightkid
Good luck with the future.
R.I.P
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Im sorry for your loss dude, I never knew you but you were a great stunter by what I've seen. Good luck with everything.
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It's very sad to hear it, wish you the best.
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Sad to hear
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sad to hear but good luck ps im a fan
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Your mother would want you to have a great life. Keep your head up.
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I'm sorry for your loss.
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Damn man, first off my condolences to you and your whole family... i'm not gonna say i know how you feel as everyones reaction to something that heartbreaking is different.
You're a true legend here and i'm proud to have had the chance to be in a video with you.
I wish you all the best in what your next step in life might be.
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I'll always be around on MSN to chat to you, Wong. It means a lot that you still came here after the events that haev happened, to inform us and tell us how you feel.
I've never known someone that has lost a family member, and been this mature and calm about it, I respect you a lot for that, and it's inspirational.
My respects go to your family, as I know it's been a hard time for a long while for all of you.
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You a trooper man, Good luck with your life Its always blackest before the dawn as they say.
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Unlucky man, an good luck with whatever you take up.
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I'll always be around on MSN to chat to you, Wong. It means a lot that you still came here after the events that haev happened, to inform us and tell us how you feel.
I've never known someone that has lost a family member, and been this mature and calm about it, I respect you a lot for that, and it's inspirational.
My respects go to your family, as I know it's been a hard time for a long while for all of you.
Matt pretty much summed it up for me, I feel for you man.
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rip to your mother. as we say, shes in a better place and no longer feeling the pain.
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Sad to hear, but quiting won't resolve anything, even though it might make you feel better.
But seriously, carry on with your life, man, this is already past, it must not be forgotten but must not be a pain on your side either, so, just to make it clearer, don't let this ruin your life, because yours is not over yet.
R.I.P. Nightkid's mother
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Dude, sad to hear man. I hope you do and get what you want out of life. Don't worry about meaningless stuff like ATS or WoW or w/e, 'cause in the big picture those things arent even there. Peace man.
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Sad to hear, but quiting won't resolve anything, even though it might make you feel better.
But seriously, carry on with your life, man, this is already past, it must not be forgotten but must not be a pain on your side either, so, just to make it clearer, don't let this ruin your life, because yours is not over yet.
R.I.P. Nightkid's mother
Do you now know, your sign is so fucking annoying? It not even give ironic to this, what nightkid happened.
But keep going with your life nightkid
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See ya NightKid...
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Man I feel so sorry for you..Be strong dude...gonna miss you
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My deepest condolences dude. I feel for your loss and understand what your goin through. All my prayers are with you and your family. It's been an honor having you in ATS and don't ever think, active or not, that your not part of this crew. You'll always have a place here. Come by and visit when ya feel like, say hi, speak about what's buggin ya, whatever. We're here when ya need us.
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Sorry to hear about your loss, man. My condolences go out to you and your family. Keep your head up and try to enjoy your life.
Maybe this song will help you in some way.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YnIJpp2IZ4...feature=related (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YnIJpp2IZ4&feature=related)
R.I.P
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That's really sad to hear man... your one of the coolest guys on GTAS, even though I don't really know you that well. I remember we had a couple skype conversations and you even guest starred in a radio show of mine.
I can't imagine how you must feel bro... my condolences go out to you and your family.
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Ah Night, that sucks. I'm suffering from the same emotions at the moment with my mother and it scares me to see her get ill. I don't really know the pain you're going through and I am really sorry for your loss. All I can say is it's best to let it all out. I've lost one family member in the 20 years of my life and I never really expressed how I felt for 2 years and I've still not really spoken to anyone about it and it gets to me every day.
I always considered you one of my best friends from my stunting days and someone who helped me to keep on stunting back in our time with vERt. I know we don't speak much now but if you ever need to talk I will be there. It really sucks to loose a family member, especially your mother. Gunna miss seeing your around good bye mate.
Edit: You're right it takes loss to actually realise how much you have. You might not speak or see that person often and when they're gone you're left with the feeling that you could've done more or been there more often. It's not the best feeling but atleast you got to be there with her when she passed away.
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I hope you didn't find my sig offensive, I'm sorry for that, didn't mean to do it and that's why I took it out.
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I have the same when my mother died, Just life goes on man.
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Thanks all for the support... Whoa. I thought I burned allot of bridges with most of you guys.
I've had a long day, but I had allot of my friends in the real world help me out. Then I came home and read this, and I feel my eyes; as if they're soaked. I really, really appreciate you guys looking out for me. Words on the internet will never express how much you guys made me feel. You guys, all of you - are awesome. No matter what.
Thank you, all of gtas.
Even those who I did not get along with at times. I am sorry for being an idiot.
Love,
NK.
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Really sorry to hear that NK. It's always a sad time when someone you love so much goes.
My heart goes out to your family.
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I'm sorry for your loss
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I can't say I really know you, but that majorly sucks. Your mom dying is a terrible thing to happen, and I'm sorry to hear that. You were always a good stunter, unforgettable as well. I hope things go well for you in the future. Keep hope alive.
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I'll be there on MSN if you need to chat, keep it brutal.
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I hate express something like that by computer but I have to say I'm all with you in that terrible period for you and your family. I think I got a little idea of how do you feel, that hapenned to me not that long ago not my mother though. Also you'll still one of my favourite VC stunter for sure, I follow you since reincarnation.
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Wow dude, sorry to hear about your loss. It must be a rough time.
Just know that if you need anything, ATS and I are always there for you. I won't say we are like family because that is too cliche but pretty darn close.
Keep your head up man =)
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My condolences man.
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Damn man, feel very sorry for you
I can't say i know exactly how you feel, but i do a little.
R.I.P
And i would do exactly the same.
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I understand how hard time you're going trough. I have experienced this a little too when my aunt died of cancer a few months ago. It's a hard, fucked up time especially for my grandma who lost both her husband and one of her daughters. I know your situation is a lot worse but I just know what it is too lose someone because of cancer.
Death is a bitch. Keep it up tho, hold your head high man.
May she rest in peace.
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dude i was a good fan you got to be on one of the most powerful stunting teams out there you're lucky for that sorry to hear a bout your mom dude sad but thanx for being in my favorite stunt video ats in trial by fire
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Here... I wanted to say this for a while. I got this from my uncles funeral.
It is a little poem.
Come To Me
God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not to be, so he put his arms around you and whispered "come to me"
With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away. Although we loved you dearly, we could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating, hand working at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us, he ONLY takes the best.
I really like that poem:)
Well, I hope you feel better some time soon:(